Tomorrow I celebrate 2 things. First, Gavin's 7th birthday. Second, my "mommy anniversary." As cheesy as this sounds...its a day that changed my life in more ways I ever thought possible. I look at Gavin as a toddler and tears fill my eyes. My heart aches remembering his chunky rolls, the way he said words ("cycamo" for motorcycle), his sweet spirit from DAY ONE and his easy-going disposition. His beautiful blue-green eyes are thoughtful and deep and they twinkle when he's happy.
Like any mother, I want to encourage Gavin, and push him to milestones as he grows. But also like a mother, I want to STOP him. I want him to be my little boy. I want him to always want to sit in my lap, snuggle with me and talk to me. I am terrified by how fast these 7 years have gone. Please slow down. I don't have enough time for it all...
I love Gavin for so many reasons. Mostly because he's my son. But even if he wasn't, I'm sure I'd love him if I knew him. He has a sweet, gentle spirit. He is sensitive personally and to others. He is thoughtful, affectionate, considerate and kind. Gavin loves to snuggle, talk to me about anything and everything, and love on his siblings. Of course he is a "normal" kid and has his moments, but Gavin is an amazing kid. I look forward to how God will use him in His story.
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Totally got choked up reading this and thinking about all the changes that have gone on since he was born. What special memories I have of just rocking and rocking him when I would watch him once a week. I'm glad I had a little time to be an aunt before I became a mom.
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